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[Jan. 5th, 2005|07:30 pm] |
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| | TIGER !!! ARMY | ] | yeaho i feel like updating im pretty tired i didnt go to sleep till ummm 115 last night got up at like 639 yeah 639 sounds right
but ummm i should go to sleep earlier today i havea detention tomma early at 7 so i have to get up even earlier to get there ugh thats pure pain
you never think detentions are that bad oh their torcher
i should skip it and make them take me out of class and gimme a mandatory
eh nah ill jsut get it over with oh well
maybe we will have a snow day im crossing my fingers around ya know 3 or so a big drop intemp freeze the streets to icey to drive woop woop
i should lift tonight i think i will OH YEAH chi ching pumping iron
yawn blah blah blah blah
good story uh???
yeah fo sho fo sho fo sho |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
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| | happy in my mind | ] |
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| | UO | ] | iam so sick of school i really dont wanna go anymore its annoying me maybe if i actually paiD attention but thats no good thats just really boring
i need excitment gimme excite ment I NEED IT
i dont feel good either my tummy doesnt feel good at all my wrist hurts my elbow hurts aka im a pussy but it happens i havea game tonight i prob wont get home till like midnight damn game is all the way out in mentor geeze that sucks really bad
yeah i dont know im gonna go later |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|08:56 pm] |
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| | eh you know | ] |
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| | everything | ] | this is my panic this is my call to arms
staring at the setting sun no reason to come back again
i have become content with this life that i lead where i drink too much and dont believ in much of anything
though i am of flesh this flesh will not consume meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
by now i know you fooled me do i feel fooled???
i want you to somehow tell the truth and i want to some how forgive you
the classic forgive me for running off to find the one thing i had to do and each night you can fall asleep asured that someday ill be comeing home to you
lets set this city in flames and burn down the monuments build mountains in their place
with every breathe i wish your body would be broken again again
your eyes tell the story of the day you wish you could recall the moments you once had retrace the foot steps that brought us to this favor |
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| running running on empty |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|11:57 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | hot rod circuit | ] | yeah this is gonna be short because im tired i hope you have a good day today and not be in a bad mood
ill call you b4 hockey and if your still up for hangingo ut call me at like 5 so i can see you i wanna kiss you
if we hang out tomorrow do i get kisses?????
time to go buh bye cutie |
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| kuss mich |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|11:09 pm] |
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| | ROBOT turn off | ] |
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| | bitter sky | ] | so yeah i hope you have a good day at school today yeah im on the phone with you write now
bitter sky is on i love bitter sky
yeah you dont sound gross you should talk
im gangsta your just jealous ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
your so cute of course
i dont have anything good to say im sorry i wanna tell you something good so when youcheck this you smile brightly and i can sense that your smiling and happy i can do that you know dont doubt
but i still have calc homework und ich habe hunger
nighty night beautiful |
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| this winters lasted forever |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|12:17 am] |
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| | satisfied | ] |
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| | further seems forever | ] | yeah so im writing this one for kristen.. again this winter's last for ever atleast for tonight
today was a beautiful day i wanted to go for a walk with you but i had to work eh that sucked
i have nothing goodo to say im sorry about that this is gonna be bring for you to read yeah my dsl wouldnt connect last night it suck im gonna go i have homework still leave me a nice message like usual bye bye beautiful |
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| from your... cigarette |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|01:01 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | Straylight Run | ] | yeah my elbow kills from hockey i chipped it one time and the like empty space is growing its weird
but we lost 2-3 but overall we had a good game shows we can keep up with the "best team in our league"
im tired but yeah after the game came home ate i was hungry talked online very exciting then kristen came over for an amazing walk i had alot of fun
you want it alllllllllllllllllll bud dah dah dah duh dah dah bud dah dah dah duh dah dah you want it allllllllllllllllll
kristen since you really wanted me to make thing i hope it starts your day off verywell
you better leavea good message you owe me kisses kiss me forever
ok im tired
much love, tim |
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| my heart is dead, way past breathing |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|01:50 pm] |
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| | gloomy and tired | ] |
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| | UO | ] | yeah yeah so yester we won our game 1 zip woop woop i did alot better alot better that was exciting
then i came home ang hung out for like 2 hours gelston was messing with my head thats why i hate him then kristen and meg come get me we go to some persons house for some party and i didnt know what was going on i knew no one i knew nothing i felt uncomfortable but thats okay because i was with kristen so that made everything better then finally we talk to gelston and we end up meeting him up at denny's so we sat there and waited for him had a nice talk finally he got there then they had to leave it sucked so i walked out and said my goodbyes in a way i liked that part
after that me and gelston had tons of coffee so much atleast 6 cups at the least that is we pretty muched got really hyper fucked around we talked about things the reg things and i thought about kristen of course im a loser like that then i saw amanda and justin from work so we sat completely wired overly wired from the sick amount of cofee that i couldnt stop drinking it was fun we were so hyper time seemed to go so slow it was weird
we finally left at like 220 or so i came home shaking from drinking so much coffee left kristen a really long annoying message
then ate food and wrote in my journal wrote some song fragments none of them sound good ugh played some bass turned on a movie watched it for like 20 mins fell asleep finally it had to be atleast 4 430 i havent been up that late since the summer the last time i was up that late was probably when we got trashed in my dargaj's backyard and we were up all night in the back and got rained on and went to giant eagle at five in the morn that was prob that last fun time i had when i was drunk since then ive realized its sucked so im stopping for a while
i have to really go hockey yeah
much love, tim |
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[Dec. 4th, 2004|12:06 am] |
du bist am besten. Ich freue mich, dass ich Sie getroffen habe. Küssen Sie mich täusche. Romanze mich Mit Meiner Liebe, Kristen |
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[Dec. 4th, 2004|12:03 am] |
hey its tim..
I just wanted to declare my mad infatuation with kristen
she's the best |
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| for kristen |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|12:16 am] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
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| | reggie and the full effect in fucking full effect | ] | yup i am writing this all for kristen i should be sleeping but i actually got off my lazy ass to do this for her i hope its good
anways today was blah at school i did nt wanna be there usually im down with school too i dont know i jsut didnt wanna be there but then hockey was ok lifting was ok yeah came home showered and went to denny's with kristen exciting we "studied" yeah it was crazy i only had a cup of coffee usually i have like 469494894 cups and im wired but yeah ich weiss nicht fresh prince is on right now i have calc to do i really dont wanna do it but i have to ya know 1st period class i need to not be lazy i dont knowwhat to say i have nothing to say g-l-o-v-e glove kristen i hope this is good to start your day i have nothing else to say your suppose to call and leave a message speak up when you leave the message sometimes i cant hear you eyes getting heavy
buh bye love tim |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 27th, 2004|01:48 pm] |
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| | optimistic | ] |
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| | Uo | ] | yeah how is everyone im good and im getting bettter everyday i dont have anything that i really want everyone to know about i jsut thought id update it and not be a big loser im going to RRRRUUUUUUNNNNNNNNN!!!!! theres not muhc to say im going to ramble ive been obsessed with fall out boy and Uo lately its crazy maybe i have ocd
thAT would be weird theres a bunch of sweet shows coming up i hear some are at the new house of blues i wonder what that place is like oh well someone will have to go to a show with me ok???
sweet deal i dont know what to say except im mega tired
i got my hair cut its still long in front shorter def shorter in back how i wanted it i guess i hope it looks good i just wanna say the future is looking way brighter woop woop for the first time in a while YES
i will talk to all y'all lata i think i will take a nice nap
Love tim |
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|01:08 pm] |
· ¥ · I N F O R M A T I O N · ¥ ·
Name: Tim Sex: MALE Birthday: march17 Sign: picses or how ever you spell it Siblings: 3 older sisters; one younger brother Hair color: Brown Eye color: gray - blue Height: 6'1"
· ¥ · R E L A T I O N S H I P S · ¥ ·
Who are your best friends?: dargaj,shao,borris,nikki ,COUrTNEY, dont you know that your my very best friend You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: NO
· ¥ · F A S H I O N | S T U F F · ¥ ·
Where is your favorite place to shop: gap has nice jeans Any tattoos or piercings: lip
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Do you do drugs?: alcohol What kind of shampoo do you use?: cheap stuff What are you most scared of?: ummm from now on ... caring to much What are you listening to right now? hot rod circuit Who is the last person that called you?: gelston Where do you want to get married?: ummm hawaii, a small wedding type thing, that would be sick How many buddies are online right now?: 40 What would you change about yourself?: i am the way i am, fuck changing
· ¥ · F A V O R I T E S · ¥ ·
Color: baby blue Food: t- bell, steak Boys names: dryden, Girls names: geneva, Subjects in school: calc or science Animals: doggies
· ¥ · H A V E | Y O U | E V E R · ¥ ·
Given anyone a bath?: nah Bungee jumped?: no Skinny dipped?: yeah Ever been in love?: love i dont know stronge maybe too strong Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: maybe when i was little Cried when someone died?: prob Lied: hell no. im perfect Fallen for your best friend?: best friend, nah Been rejected?: yup Rejected someone?: yup Used someone?: nope Done something you regret: for shizzy · ¥ · L A S T | P E R S O N · ¥ ·
Hugged: ummmm i dont know someone last night maybe anna Kissed: You imed: borris You yelled at: sister You annoyed: sister
· ¥ · A R E | Y O U · ¥ ·
Understanding: hmm i think so Open-minded: i dont know Arrogant: i hate arrogance Insecure: prob Very Random: ugh random, im so random Hungry: of course Smart: yeah i guess Moody: yeah Hard working: sometimes Organized: not really Shy: yeah i can be Difficult: ummm prob Attractive: are you kidding, im beautiful, no Bored easily: not that easily Responsible: yup Obsessed: eh i dont know Angry: nah Sad: yeah Happy: nah Hyper: nah Trusting: depends on what im trusted with
· ¥ · W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A · ¥ ·
Kill?: umm someone Slap: slap ummmm i odnno Get really wasted with?: doesnt really matter Get high with: fuck getting high Talk to offline: not sure Talk to online: geneva ugh i love that name
· ¥ · R A N D O M · ¥ ·
In the morning I am: way way out of it All you need is: music turned on really loud Love is: love ummm i dont think many people know I dream: dreams suck; misleading thoughts Sexual preference: girls What do you notice first in the sex you're into: this cute thing every girl has but is different for everyone i dont know just like their own cuteness
· ¥ · W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R · ¥ ·
Coke or Pepsi: COKE ALL THE WAY Flowers or candy: omg i love flowers Tall or short: medium- above average height
· ¥ · W H O · ¥ ·
Makes you laugh the most: spunky Makes you smile: dargaj Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: umm someone i dont wanna think about
· ¥ · D O | Y O U | E V E R · ¥ ·
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: oh most definitly Save conversations: sometimes Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nah Wish you were younger: fuck growing up Cried because someone said something to you?: ya
· ¥ · N U M B E R · ¥ ·
Of times I have had my heart broken: i dont remember Of hearts I have broken: no idea Of guys I've kissed: ummm dont know one time at richies we just decide to kiss everyone around the fire it was fucked up Of girls I've kissed: dont know Of CD's I own: - Of scars on my body:4 or 5 |
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| you let me down for the last time |
[Nov. 21st, 2004|12:56 pm] |
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| | worried | ] |
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| | hot rod circuit | ] | it has def been a while theres not much to say hockey is in full swing again and hmmm i havent worked in over a week which is a long time i got a game rescheduled i had to call marc's today my manager wrote me up damn that sucks hopefully i wont loose my job or anything but i dont think i will im the best damn worker theyve ever had ever |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 23rd, 2004|12:24 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] |
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| | fall out boy | ] | i havent written in a while but yeah everything is shit but i odnt gawd damn care anymore
i hope your as miserable as i am
im prett gawd damn tired and i want to go to hot rod circiut really bAD im still not sure how id go im gonna pierce my ears and gauge them yeah thatll be fun i gotta do it soon
i have nothing else to say about anything i actually wanan say
VERY much love, timmy |
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[Oct. 8th, 2004|02:57 pm] |
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| close my eyes just for tonight |
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|01:47 am] |
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| | thoughtful | ] |
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| | avenged sevenfold - second heartbeat | ] | yeah sorry about that last one i accidently hit enter so it entered the message but fall is so amazing but does any one wanna go to the metros aka have nature sex hah pssh im lame
but anyways beer is good even warm woop woop
so anyways fall makes me feel good it a diff way and it actually makes work seem cool fuck florida they get their hurricanes those pussies cant handle the cold
fuck them and fuck bush
the only kind of people who vote bush are ignorant, homophobic, racist, religiously motivated (aka christian conservative fucks), wanna die for oil, dont care about the future generations of america, arrogant, or rich,
FUCK BUSH
later love timmy |
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